[[`*Know Me*]]


Amber Swarovski
25th July
RS Components
a Full Time fren

[[`*Desires*]]

*Volkswagen Beetle* (soon?)
*class 3 License*(done!)
*digicam*(done!)
*laptop**(done!)
to grow old with my frens (Insyallah!)

[[`*Feel Me*]]


October 2006

November 2008


[[`*Hear Me*]]

If I Were A Boy
Beyonce

[[`*Sweet Memoirs*]]

you cant hold on to what you have forever..

even if its sooo hard to let go.

Living a Lie @ 12:49 AM

Monday, November 03, 2008

Had a bad dream yesterday.. very very bad dream.

Well they say when you had a nightmare, chances are they will never come true.

Thats all that im hoping for right now.

Well the 1st part of the dream was kinda sweet. I saw 'him' at last.. after soo long..

**well thought i cldnt live without u..but i was slightly wrong, i mean life has to go on. but the memories that we carried was tooo sweet. It was the biggest mistake in my life to have let you go. But we're told not to look back. to carry on and forget the past. But how do i get to the future? if my past is still present in my heart. nobody said it was easy. no one did. really. **

It takes a while to find the missing pieces, and which after you did, you'll look back and realise how much you need to go thru to get the whole picture back together.

I thank HIM for the happiness in my life now.

and dear frens, gosh i miss u guys badly. if only anyone out there could hear me !

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I Love my job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Living a Lie @ 5:42 PM